Sunday, September 15, 2019

First time at The Gathering Fall Semester

Soooooooo,

It’s been such a long time.
Yup.

Well. Basically my summer was spent seeing how I like dating in my mid 20’s. 
It’s going pretty well.

Obviously meeting new peopke has a lot of things involved.
Also actually spending a significant amount of time introducing myself, first impressions, trying to figure out how I should act. Yknow. All the things that I find stressful.




Church @ The Gathering
Eric Bateman speaking tonight

Take care! How to deal with stumbling blocks Matthew 18:1-9
I did the reading of Matthew

Readers of fantasy

Tolkien and George rr martin

How they portray those who are evil.
Tolkien created black and white
Rr Martins goal was to have a much more gray area.
Quote from the Russian writer.

People doing the right thing for the wrong reasons, the wrong thing for the right reasons

Tolkien has evil out there in the world, Martin has evil in our heart.

Tolkien’s evil is this vast unstoppable force. Hopelessness is felt when you think that evil will steamroll you. The only way for good to survive is for the world to fundamentally change.

Our hopes and dreams can feel like we’re slugging through evil, those stumbling blocks

Many of these are thugs that stem from ourselves. We’re our own enemy.

Evil out there, evil in here.

How do we navigate this evil, how do we thread the needle and achieve our goals.

...

Quote from _____ Katie’s message

Saving ourselves from the blind spots of our own hearts.

We neeed to care for one another, we all need care.

A care. Something that weighs us down, it makes us stumble and be weary.
Jesus says to take care. (Take heed, watch out, be diligent, be watchful, be careful!) strongly worded passage.
We are weighed down with responsibility.
Are we causing our brothers or ssidters to stumble?

Is there something that I’m hanging on to and not letting go.

Care is a responsibility. To love them, to feel deeply for them and to want them to thrive!

How can I love mu children well if I’m not being watchful, and being aware of their needs?
This vogilence can feel like a burden.
The anxious burden of care is the cost of living and of being loved.

As the church we accept this burden. And we are especially careful not to put obstacles in someone’s way.

First part of the Hippocratic oath.
Doing no harm.

We cannot even leafs the starting line if we are acting as stumbling blocks. 
Don’t contribute to the evil out there

Don’t add to the evil in here.

Do no harm.

Luckily it is not all vigilance and anxiety and a burden.
Once we learn this, we can enjoy the second type of care

We can actively provide the thing our brothers and asieters need. The mutual love that comes of acting in each other’s best interest.

Watching the children to make sure they aren’t playing in traffic vs playing with them, reading them a story.

For followers of Jesus there is an even greater hipe. We have the happy ending of our world to look forward to.
When Christ removes all stumbling blocks, in the world out there and in here!

Discussion questions:

1.a) What kinds of care does the church excel in?
B) What kinds of care does the church need to improve?
2. What kinds of things do we need to be more careful of, or watch out for better, so that we can enjoy more caring relationships with others?

Sunday, April 14, 2019

Last Gathering of the semester

So last week my car window got smashed and I lost my gym bag, aside from that a totally normal week.

I posted on social media about it, basically I’m just super salty about the loss, since it’s almost zero in a financial sense, it’s just the inconvenience of it all.

Church @ The Gathering
Palm and Passion Sunday

Announcements
...
The Syrian family that is new to Kingston, their cousin will say the lords prayer in Armenian

Noel Henry is the speaker for today.

The triumphal entry of Jesus and the condemnation of Jesus.

Lots of drama when Jesus enters Jerusalem with shouts of hosanna, but it all leads to the cross where he is condemned and persecuted.

The journey in between is what we’re talking about.

Jesus death is on his mind, when he’s on the mount of olives “father take this cup from me”

Noah’s story about his father. And his heart attack etc

Sometimes our prayers are also met with silence

As we hear our crosses it is important to cling close to God.

Hebrews 
“Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, do not grow weary and... when you feel sorry for yourself, consider Jesus. Consider the difficulty of his life and death and resurrection...’

...

The Prince became a Pauper.

When we do this we share in the cross of Christ.

“God weeps, god cries, and god suffers with us #emmanual”

For we who die with him are raised with him.

Never let go of god, consider him for he has a hold of resurrection.

Discussion question:
How dies Christ participate in your journey?


No bible study unfortunately,

That’s all for now!

Sunday, April 7, 2019

First time at The Gathering

Announcements:

  • New layout of the Tables
  • Easter Sunday event, welcoming an Armenian family
  • Next week is the final Gathering event
  • Easter Friday?

Church @ The Gathering 

Third Sunday of lent

Johanna is talking! As the Guest Speaker!

Story about parents buying her? ticket to Europe?

Bible study call out!
Explanation about the inductive study method.

Start of passage: Jesus reveals his passion

Peter pulls Christ aside,
This reveals Christ’s ministry and Peters place in it.

Has there ever been a point in your life that was so shocking that you didn’t know how to respond?

This is the first time the disciples (in Matthew) have heard this idea.

Matthew Henry, (worked in England)

Matthew waited until the disciples learned about the resurrection to reveal _______

Jesus has built his ministry to this moment.

Only after peter realizes Jesus true identity as Christ
Peter realizes the messiah has a great role to play, contrary to their Jewish heritage.

Peter learning about death and resurrection.

“Only a couple people got resurrected...” I googled it

Peter did it privately, taking Jesus aside, recognizing Jesus superiority as the Christ.
It was not Peters place to rebuke him publicly.

Defining a Christian, doing something because it is the best for that person, not because we want it.

“There are times when find live seeks oout deflect us from the perils of the path of god...
...Real love obeys the commandments set before us...”

Jesus response demonstrates this, “get behind me Satan!”

Peter screws up a bunch, Satan here means adversary.

We see ourselves in Peter, seeing the times when god is not on our side, Jesus is revealed as messiah and then killed? Unfair right?

These are our stumbling blocks,
I’m not smart, ______ enough etc
These untruths.

We are stuck in the secular world,
Fitting in, doing the easy thing.

God is calling us to do something far harder.

We need someone who can stop us, look at us, and tell us we are wrong.

Recently, Johanna researched a poet

“I would always choose sorrow,
In sorrow, god is always with you.
The words of our friends is god speaking to us.
What we pray for is a physical hug and physical words of reassurance.
These are gods words spoken to us from those on earth”

Isaiah “I know the plans I have for you... ...plans for hope and for the future.”

All the bad things are opportunities for blessings.

“Whoever wants to be a disciple must deny themself.
...what good is it if someone gains the world but forfeits their soul.”

Christian’s are to deny themselves.
There will be suffering, there will be joy.

Accepting that God is uppermost in our lives

Just like Jesus we each carry a cross.
This is having something turn out differently that we wanted, and knowing that we can do nothing to change it.

The cross was a death sentence in biblical times.
For us this means that we walk in the valley of the shadow of death, knowing we can’t change anything.

For peter at the time it was unimaginable for the messiah.

Verse 27,

Quote “Jesus warmed hsi daicoles that he must go to Jerusalem and he must die.
That was the shame, but that was not the end.
It was the beginning of the unleashing of that power.”

Questions
What is/are the cross/es in our life?

What is it that society expects if he that differs from what God expects?


Bible study later!


That’s all for now!

Sunday, March 24, 2019

The Gathering

I basically just felt bad this week, rip

The Gathering

Frederick speaking Matthew and Amanda leading

Church @ The Gathering

Matthew: “something greather than the temple is here’s... for the son of man is the ward of the sabbath. Is it lawful to cure on the sabbath.
Basically the Pharisees trying to catch Jesus in his words.
Jesus healed the man.
“The oharisees went out and plotted how to...”

Speaking Amanda Fitzpatrick (Page)
Frederick Skyped in to do the reading.

“No rest on the Sabbath!”
Matthew 12:1-14

Reasons: introducing the inductive study
Structuring the sermon as an inductive study.

Observation, interpretation and application.

Sabbath, two things.
Disciples and Jesus getting framed
And the healing happening

The sabbath is for rest, ancient Jews experienced this but it was more in depth than that.

God recognizing our ability to work too hard.
God caring for his people.

Us hunbling ourselves
And us not claiming that everything is our own

Oharisees antagonists
Jesus and disciples protagonists

The means of applying the law to our daily life.

The disciples “harvesting” on the sabbath

The Pharisees trying to undermine Jesus authority

Again with the mans withered hand

Setting Jesus up to be accused

Pharisees are all about the letter of the law

Story about rules and childhood.
Asking us and discussing the rules we grew up with. Black and white rules.
How many people follow those rules as adults?
None of us.

At this point we’re adult enough to live good lives without the strict rules
We know the intention behind the rules and behave accordingly.

Jesus shows the Pharisees this by showing two examples of the rules being broken and it being okay.

David and his companions were hungry, 
“he entered the house of god and ate the bread of the presence, which it was not lawful for him or his companions to est, but only for the priests.”

“On the sabbath the priests in the temple break the sabbath and yet are guiltless?”

Jesus tells us something greater than the temple was here, telling the phariseees that specifically.

...

Hosea 6:6

God telling his people that they want them to show mercy live compassion and forgiveness more than he wants his people to follow the letter of the law.

“There is more to the law.”

The laws are meant to care for gods people and to teach them how to live, don’t get bogged down with the words

Second story
Man with a withered hand in the synogogue

If a sheep was in a pit, would you not pull it out?
Common sense says of course,
Jesus says that it is lawful to do good on the sabbath

Jesus didn’t actually answer the question they asked, he bypassed that entirely and went to the root of the “issue” that the pharisees were worried about and totally beat then down

...

Live out the good things, be spiritually mature

What type of person are you?
Following the law with the letter? Or to hell with the law?
Usually one or the other.

What are some places in your life where you might want to be more center leaning?

Intention behind the law or following the wrong



That’s all for now!

Sunday, March 17, 2019

St Patties Day

So I made an offer on a house and it got accepted
Also this weekend me and Stewart put a bunch of his stuff in storage since he’s getting kicked out of B77.

Church @ The Gathering 

Andy Chisholm speaking

Story about Andy and Lisa both working at the TD bank
Rules and upon rules about how to go about working, guidelines and tasks. Making decisions was just plugging facts into formula and the answer comes out.
An incredible loans officer, turning down promotions because she felt god was calling her to be a loans officer
Teaching Andy about how to be a Christian and work in a bank. She would always go above and beyond, finding grace and live in an institution that can be cold.
The Matthew reading from 

Matthew 15:21-28
The disciples were looking for quiet, and they were being bothered by a caaananite woman who had no right to be bothering a prophet

Jesus delayed response in relation to the disciples antagonism to the woman.
They barely recognized her as a human being.

Jesus response is all the more incredible
...
Gods purpose for Jesus was for him to minister to gods chosen people first
Pointing to the day that god would redeem his people
“I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel”
Doing as much work for as many people as possible in the least amount of time possible
...
Andy’s story about the most saving for your $$ (souls saved and $ saved)
...
In a single cry for mercy she has declared Jesus as lord and recognized Jesus as the saviour of Israel

Gentiles were often referred to as dogs by the Israelite people
She picked up on this, “even the dogs were able to eat the crumbs that fall from the masters table”
It would be wrong for Jesus to sacrifice his ministry to Israel, 
But
Jesus  allows the woman to convince him that this is not the case.

This woman displays a keen mind and remarkable humility 
...
Jesus responded to her intellect
...
Jesus knows our potential, and will stop at nothing to draw it out of us.
...
The good news of Jesus transcends all divisions.

Questions for discussion

Was gods mind changed in this encounter or was something else going on?

What other stories in scripture is gods kind changed by human interaction?

That’s all for now!

Sunday, March 10, 2019

Mid March @ TDWC & The Gathering

So life is going on,
Hung out with some people that my boy Tommy knew so that was a good time, it’d be nice to meet up with them again since we naturally have a lot in common because army.
So my house purchase is kinda at a standstill, the price range of houses that are in the area I want to live in are kinda out of my price range? But I also need to find out if I’m able to apply for this interest free Deposit, it’s worded like this:

“8.3.11 Interest on a short term loan
Core benefit
CF members are entitled to reimbursement of the interest on a short-term personal loan or a personal line of credit required solely to pay the minimum deposit on the purchase of a principal residence or a new house construction at the new place of duty.
The required minimum deposit amount must be in accordance with the written contract to purchase and shall not exceed the minimum amount required by the local market.
For new construction, when the building agreement describes a payment schedule or advance payments, the interest on those payments is not considered reimbursable.”

Anyways aside from that, I’ve been thinking about my upcoming move on or before April 27,
Basically the bottom line is I can probably store everything in the basement that my other stuff is in already.
I could ask one of my bosses to help me out if I need a room for a short term to sleep in basically.
I’ve already applied to CFHA, for a PMQ, I talked to the padre about my situation but I’m pretty sure I’m on the low priority list, so that’ll probably take a while to sort out.
Accommodations can get me a bed for $250 I’m pretty sure since I’m on P3 pay now.
Umm, so Jeri is almost through adopting Luna, which is super cool for her.
It’s obviously not the best situation from an objective standpoint, but I really hope that everything works out for Luna’s parents and their relationship. 
Honestly it’s kinda tough mentally for me to be physically removed from my friends and family, I only get to see them every so often, and when I do I usually have to focus on the most economically viable route for me, so Christmas flights and summer drives. I can’t believe I didn’t do that last year I really regret that, I should have thought ahead and found out more information about the entitlements that I get since my immediate next of kin is in Hythe.
Oh yeah I went out to the churches pancake night so that was a good time,
For my fitness goals I’ve got my forces test in April, I don’t know if I’ll be able to get platinum without a lot of cardio work. I want to talk to a psp person about it but I’ll have to make that happen.
There isn’t actually much going on in my life, but there actually is a lot going on in my life, yknow?
It’s weird, but I acknowledge that it’s my own frame of reference and having to move is a huge deal. It’s going to change my whole routine and that’s probably the biggest mental issue thing that bothers me.
I do have a huge amount of resources at work because of the freedom my work gives me, full hygiene facilities, washer/dryer, bbq and fridge, and nothing but time to cook some lunch and supper.

I don’t want to change my routine,
 I should make more of an effort to go into the base gym, that’s the biggest routine I should create, bringing shoes, gym shorts, socks?, and shirts to work.
Figuring out what time of day works best with my work routine, knowing what I’ll need to do afterwards, whether it’s cooking or packing for the next work day.

Kind of an aside, Horizon: Zero Dawn makes me ask philosophical questions, and I’m not sure if it’s fun or super lame, but I think the difference is alcohol.
Like when I was watching Rick and Morty while having badly mixed 



I can’t remember if I’ve decided a good place to put in new names of people I’ve hung out with but let’s just try to start putting in in between my personal thoughts section (start of each post usually) and the church section.
Whoa Jordan you’re making each post have sections? Bold of you to assume anyone else reads this ahaha.

So this week I met new people,
CAF: Hutley, his brother Who’re #1, Candice Post, Jon _____(3 syllable but I’ve seen him around before), I met the grey water guy Darcy _____, and his brother with the big gauge hoops,
Church: I met Johanna’s PHD friends totally forgot their names though, Jordan ____(part of the big church leadership family), Greg, 


Late since reasons.

Also it was daylight savings time, so my body gets a reasonable excuse.

I showed up midannouncement
Announcements:
Volunteers needed for the Youth Ministery/Kids Church
Young Adults Retreat May 30-Jun 2
...

Church @ TDWC

Apostle Armstrong(also known as Pastor Francess) (I’ve seen him around but I’m still working on names)

Kids dismissed, and worship

Guest speaker Service w/ TJ (the only name I heard anyone call him)

He’s an amazingly charismatic speaker,

...

Living stones, not broken stones
The letter kills but the spirit brings eternal life
Idk which verse we were reading from here,

Matthew 21:44?
...
The dominion of darkness

Gaining a new citizenship and revoking the old one

If your testimony does not align with the Bible

“The kingdom will be taken from you... whoever falls on this stone will be broken”

Acts 12:
Story about his pregnant wife,

God is a good father, he is angry at the wicked everyday
The difference between a sinner and a wicked person,
The drug dealer vs the addict, the wicked person embraces the evil things and promotes it to the innocent ones.
...
Popular culture references, cnn is bad, etc
...
Our pastor is one who torments demons

Story about the Nigerian minister,
A man who could not be controlled, but he got prayed for and spoke to him “Come our” and that was it.
‘With a word he cast out demons’ the centurion knew about authority and said speak the word and my servant will be healed 
...
Baseically the Sermon: the twofold plan of salvation
To deliver his servants,
And to render his wrath toward every wicked adversary of his servants
...
God will show that we are not alone in this race
Those who desire to live a godly life will suffer enormous persecution,

Some people battle things that don’t even exist,
Without the Word they can create mental things that are ephemeral
...
Daniel, shadravk meeshack and abednjgo, 
Refusal to bow to the religious system of the world,
...
Altar call.


Church @ The Gathering
Pastor Lisa Chisholm-Smith

Story about Lisa reading Jesus restoring a young girl to life,
‘Daughter, your faith has made you well’
Matthew 9:18-26

The fine print of the laws of the woman’s dire situation, concerning bodily emissions.
They are very egalitarian

Women in biblical times menstruated much less frequently, they were pregnant or Breastfeeding during their fertile years.
She is sick, socially isolated, and destitute.
Her courage to reach out, and trust in Jesus ability to heal her is very important
It also relates to the girl who Jesus told to get up,
By restoring both to new life, the daughter literally, and the woman socially and emotionally, Jesus shows that he cares for all.
Mark has a difference in that Jesus gives priority to the poor, he stopped to find out who touched him.

The girls father understood that Jesus had power over death itself,

Exstasis: used in marks version

Jesus cloak had four tassels, which were memory aides to recall Gods attributes

Matthew says take heart daughter, for your faith has made you well,

Daughter is used in all 3 synoptic gospels

“...Women were first at the cradle and last at the cross...”
-Dorothy Sayers

Discussion Question:
What is your favourite Jesus healing story and why?

That’s all for now.

Sunday, March 3, 2019

Church back at The Gathering

It feels like it’s been a while since I’ve been here and I think it has been...
I probably won’t buy a house before I move out of 655 Princess, but who knows.

Church @ The Gathering
Transfiguration Sunday

Announcements
Events,

New songs

Sue Beare
-Military history as a chaplain

Be still: Christian spiritual practices

Intn’l groups with Canadian subsets

Every spiritual tradition in the world has an aspect of mysticism to it
She has a bunch of tables of examples
Traditions, explanations and crossover

Light is a big crossover thing

She has many whale related things in her life
The obstinate Jonah

The music bowl, smooth if you’re calm

The tale of Pooh and the tale of piglet

Start somewhere
Silence is necessary

Tactile learners

Mary as the healthy feminine archetype

Story of her ordination: Feast of the nativity of John the Baptist
The picture of Mary

Apostles bells
“An angel got his wings”

Beeswax smells great,

(As an aside, Sue is presenting this as super accessible, I hope that we get to see her lead us again, since it’s a really good opportunity to introduce someone to the Gathering)

...
Julian of norich
-she had a window to the world and a window to the altar
40 days is tied with lent, but it’s just long enough to get you through a month to start new habits 

Rosie the riveter
-sue was an airframe tech

Don’t push yourself when you’re trying for silence

Edward Hayes the author
A Roman Catholic monk,
Addresses and handouts

The finger labyrinth
Keeping you focused on something other than your thoughts

We need to engage all the parts of our bodies 

Contemplating the cross
-Pope francis commissioned a cross

Pima cheodrin
Buddhist author in New Brunswick?
How we meditate and draw ourselves away,
How we treat other people

Pigorean chant - Grunt
Boutin is the author
“Pig Latin”

The grumpy guide to life

Mindfulness
The catchword 
Mindful games activity cards
The app Calm just came out
Lottery of the hours

We did a 5 minute meditation
It was not unpleasant

Different things 
A mattress to keep your feet warmer h

Sue uses I rest
A guided meditation more than a silent meditation
Available as an mp3, a podcast

The handout we got was 
Canadian Christian meditation community
 A subset of the World community for Christian meditation
Www.wccm-Canada.ca

Lisa’s stuff she brought
Her favourite book is 
Soul Feast, all about the Christian tradition

Lactio devina, basically studying scripture.
A less interlctual approach, slowly reading out a short passage 3 times, and then afterward asking what word stood out for you
A more intuitive and contemplative way to engage with scripture.


That’s all for now!