Respect and entitled

So I admire my dad a lot. Our relationship has always been a father/son or teacher/student relationship. And it has not always been healthy, sometimes we fight because it was just me him and mom in the house and I was a teenager.

At this point in my life I am searching for roots and a place to locate myself as an adult. My desire is to be treated like my father is, he is respected in his social circles, he has the things I want.

And in my life now, I feel like when I don't receive the same respect that goes to my Dad I am obviously hurt, but I also feel a sense of entitlement that these things are my birthright or something. (Thoughts aren't super clear on this, best with me)

That's kinda where I am, just felt like it was important to write this down.

I love God for giving me this opportunity to look at relationships with a lense I don't always get to use, 💚

I might talk with dad about this is the future, looking forward with hope.

That's all for now